vendredi 1 janvier 2010

Back in business

Hell yeah. Back on track I am. Focused on what I am here for.

We, we are again

Life just goes down, whatever we do. It s our job to make it a thrilling, pleasant trip. All happens fast enough for us to understand it and to late to change it, anyway each moment count as it was the last. I can't say I didn't live enough. I've seen and done some pretty weird things in my life. Some that I can't really be proud of, some that I only got the reputation of having done, some that I did that I will never get credit for. But it's my life. I lived it with all my heart, tears, anger and fear, love and hate that I had. I tried to be rational, but, at the end, only my heart ruled.

Many times I was lost, alone. Looking for myself. I couldn't find me, neither what I wanted. Neither I knew. I fought wars that didn't belong to me. I defended people which didn't want to be defended. I Stand by people whom couldn't stand for themselves. I did more than I should. But I never did enough.I tried to teach. But I learned instead. I tried to learn. But I taught instead. I tried to be good, but I ended being bad. I tried to be bad, and I couldn't.

At the end, It was me, far away from the normal behaviour, the usual way of things. I lived I life of my own. To be here. Where I belong. For long, I waited, for long I though it was the time, for long I forgot what I wanted. Not anymore. Now is the moment, now I got you. Now we are one again. Now, again, nothing can stop us.

Now, we are.